Project Working Mom:
Putting Education to Work

You Are What You Eat….

Passion — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 12:55:00 GMT

So I have been so proud of myself and my recent study aid discovery that I am just bubbling with joy and happiness at how productive and SMARTER I feel having such a real WORKING knowledge of the material I am learning !!! I even find myself quoting passages to other employees and colleagues in my day to day work and business dealings albeit in meetings or even in my day to day activities as it “just comes to me” and it seems like the appropriate things to say at those particular times !!!

Now granted I do get some weird looks from my friends and even some of my co-workers who know me quite well. Why so ? Well discussing or making an earnest attempt at what some may classify as “intellectually stimulating” conversation is quite a departure from the normal choice of topics albeit entertainment news, family and/or work drama.

I remember watching a show on the Discovery Channel that talked about similar to “you are what you eat” in the vein of physical nutrition that “you are what you eat” in the vein of “MENTAL nutrition” as well !!! With that being said when I am partaking in a “healthy diet” of my Penn Foster business course curriculum for my Associates degree in Human Resources Management and it really and truly is a welcome departure from Media Takeout, TMZ or even Sandra Rose and I guess it really DOES show !!! (At least that is what so many people are telling me LOL !!!)

With that being said let me go ahead and get to my “Penn Foster Study Materials Du Jour” or “for the day” for those who may not be familiar with the lovely French saying !!!

“Riding The Wave” Of Emotion

Passion — Mon, 23 Nov 2009 13:08:00 GMT

Okay so maybe I should contemplate a career move into Sales and Marketing !!!! I mean after all of this reading and studying that I have done on this aspect of the business world I coupled of course with my audio study guide and note taking aids throughout the course of my day I really feel intellectually empowered enough to really take a shot at it!!!! (Okay maybe I am just “riding the wave of emotion right now but it is fun isn’t it !?!??! )

I mean with all of the step by step explanation, case studies and strategies that the textbook has laid out on how to take a product from idea conception to production to distribution to sales and marketing I really feel that I could do it myself with a product of choice that I had of my own !!!

Besides that, “Me, Myself and I” being the now and again “shop-a-holic” that I am, I feel that I have not only the experience as a shopper giving into such “cravings” and needs” to “scratch that itch” that one often times feels when in that zone of COMPULSION to purchase that can border on INSANITY (LOL !!!!) but I also know feel that I can balance myself with all of the intricate details and logic behind the sales and marketing strategies inherent in Corporate America to entice consumers to buy.

Okay well after some thought I think that I will stay right where I am in the field of Human Resources Management, however I think that I could be a very nice addition to a sales and marketing company if I devoted my time, energy and focus on helping other companies captivate shoppers much as I have been in the course of my young life per the insights and suggestions I have learned about from my business textbook from Penn Foster !

I mean after all, it is always good to dream right ????

Just When You Thought That It Could Not Get Any Better….

Passion — Sun, 22 Nov 2009 12:36:00 GMT

So I really think that this new study aid technique I kind of “created” for myself in a roundabout way is really working out well for me !!!

These audio formats of the review notes that I write down in the course of my daily reading and studying is really paying HUGE dividends for me ! How so ? Well I am quite sure that many people can identify with what I am about to say. You know how you get that new CD that you love by your favorite artist and you buy it to listen to just the few songs that you already know and love but in the course of just letting the CD play out while you drive(or workout in the mornings at the gym in my case LOL !!!!) you end up hearing a bunch of other songs so much so that subliminally you learn EACH AND EVERY WORD by heart and find yourself able to recite the words on command if need be ?

Well similar to that I find myself listening repeatedly to the audio formats I have created for my study sessions and I find myself able to know word by word each and every sentence of my notes to recall the lesson parameters and key points of interest that I felt I needed to heed in my lessons !!!

I really find that by doing this I truly feel a real mastery of the material and it serves as a great study aid in the mornings while I workout or even while I drive in the car. I mean who needs the audio formats of the book when I have my very own audio formats and in my very own voice as well !?!?!?!?!?

Okay So The Ad Got Through To ME TOO……

Passion — Sat, 21 Nov 2009 12:32:00 GMT

Technology never ever ceases to amaze me I tell ya !!!! I feel as though the older that I get the more interesting and amazing that the world around us becomes as goes so many aspects of our society that we admittedly tend to take for granted.

You see I was on my laptop the other day surfing the web as I always do and I came across an ad that caught my eye. You see I am usually someone who makes my pop up blocker software a premium for my computer because I HATE them !!!! However as I am learning in my section on business technology and the many positive uses for it in my Penn Foster studies and study guide, these pop ups get sneakier and sneakier I tell you !!!!

Well I perusing a site I tend to frequent for shopping and general media and entertainment news and gossip and they had a very unique advertisement for the movie “A Christmas Carol” starring Jim Carrey as Ebenezer Scrooge. Well the uniqueness of the pop up ad got me to see about 20 seconds or so of the movie before I had a chance to close it out, enough to allow me to see that the movie looked very good, coincidentally as I was doing my studying and reading for my Penn Foster studies for the day I was contemplating what it is that I should do with my kids since we both had the day off from school and work respectively.

Well needless to say I ended up taking them to the movies to see the movie which they thoroughly enjoyed. I guess as my Penn Foster book pointed out with the advances seemingly daily in technology iy s very likely that I would not have even known, yet alone THOUGHT, to take my kids to the movies had it not been for the clever design of the movie ad I saw while I was taking a mini “study break” from Penn Foster, right ????

The "Fruits Of My Labors"

Passion — Fri, 20 Nov 2009 13:17:00 GMT

Well I have been testing out the new study aid that I mistakenly discovered over the past few days in my never ending efforts to find more hours in the day to be more efficient and productive with my study efforts for school here at Penn Foster for my quest to finally receive my Associates Degree in Human Resources Management to enhance my Career prospects going forward.

I had been having issues studying at home and the evening because I would find that I would be sooooo run down by the time the night time came and also the plethora of distractions that always seemed to find my way found it difficult to study. So I was having a great deal of success doing my reading in the morning while on the cardio equipment to give myself some more rest time in the evening since I knocked out two birds with one stone in exercising AND studying over a 90 minute period each morning ! Now I have been trying out talking out the study notes that I take on the material on my Dictaphone as a cursory review in preparation for the last few exams and test that I had on these study sections for my Penn Foster classes and you know what ? IT WORKED !!!!

I passed my tests and have advanced to the next round of courses and my new shipment of books and study course materials have been shipped to me !!!! I really think I am settling into a good rhythm and groove that is having me be as productive and efficient asI can be while still squeezing out the 2 or 3 extra hours I felt I needed for chores, errands and most of all SLEEP in the course of my busy week(s). I can not tell you how satisfied, productive and validated and empowered I feel from seeing and FEELING the results from the hard work that I have been trying myself to put into mot only my school but my life as a whole !!!! Yea for me !!!!

My New Study Aid

Passion — Thu, 19 Nov 2009 12:21:00 GMT

Well I have not had a chance to explore as to whether or not the audio format exists for any of the textbooks or study guides that Penn Foster lays out for the learning and study curriculum for us students here at school for our Associates degrees in our respective focus areas of interest. However in my efforts to brainstorm, and for those who know me my mind is seemingly ALWAYS working*whether I like it or not !!!! LOL !!!), I have discovered a good study aid in the vein of my quest to have an audio segment to supplement the reading that I try to do every day !!!

You see per many of the study tips and guides that some of my early Penn Foster courses suggested in the Introductory phases of the curriculum in the difference between an online learning format versus a brick and mortar learning institution it was recommended that students take notes as they read if you are the learning type that I am to keep oneself interested and attentive to the material being "digested" so not to get bored and to be sure one can retain and understand the data at hand.

Well I have a Dictaphone that I hardly ever used and I have found that by talking the study notes out loud into the Dictaphone that I can replay them as I drive(once I drop off the kids that is and have the car nice and quiet alllll to myself ) that it serves the purpose that I needed as a supplemental study aid to review the information I was trying to learn that morning or the previous evening. I can then upload the audio files to my computer to reference and access at a later date of need be for my review at a later date or to prepare for a test or exam on the horizon !!!

I must admit that this end result was not what I originally intended but the result in itself was very valuable indeed !!!!

Penn Foster Study Materials In Audio Format ?

Passion — Wed, 18 Nov 2009 12:33:00 GMT

So in my efforts to improve the quality of the study time that I try to put aside on the home front for my Penn Foster studies for my Associates Degree in Human Resources Management I have successfully discovered a new way to occupy my youngest child's attention to keep her from distracting me while I am studying…..for now at least right ????(I am sure all of the other working parents out there can understand what I mean by THAT statement, huh ? LOL !!!!)

So that lead me to wonder to myself at the gym this morning if they have audio format for any of the study books or sections that they make us students read !?!?!?!? This would be soooooo helpful to me because I could learn as I drive and even as I work out because I already read and listen to music at the gym but this way I can just listen to the material itself not only at the gym but also while I am driving which tends to encompass at least 2 hours of my day EVERY SINGLE DAY give or take some time depending on traffic. That would be an additional few hours of studying time per week that could help me with my studies right !?!?!?!? I mean even it was just a cursory summation overview of my study materials in my main textbook, similar to what is contained within the pages of the accompanying study guide as a supplemental learning tool, that in itself would be beneficial to keep fresh and in mind what it is that I need to know in preparation for tests and exams and general FYI's not only now but in the future as I feel a need to go back and review text and topics for my own good, right ?

I will have to look into this and see if it is something I can do for my Penn Foster study materials and books !!!!! I will keep my fingers crossed !!!!

Christmas is....here?

stknthe80s — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 13:28:00 GMT

I'm not sure about all of you but I find it appaulling to see Christmas decorations and other such stuff out in the stores, in some cases, BEFORE Halloween! Some of my friends have seen that and I have seen it come to the shelves the day after. It's nuts.

Folks, dont' mean to preach here, but are we forgetting the real reason for the season?? If not for religious reasons, then for "family".

I really do love this time of year, along with everyone else, I guess it's just hitting me a little more of what it's all really about :-)

No.....I haven't started my shopping yet, but HAVE made a list of what I think I'll be getting people, that seems to help me out. How about you?

How To Occupy a 3 Yr Old's Attention So Mommy Can Study….

Passion — Tue, 17 Nov 2009 13:21:00 GMT

So I had a bit of a "Eureka" light bulb moment this morning while I was doing some reading while on the stationary bike at the gym this morning !!! Well actually I guess the "genesis" of the idea was last night after I was coming from the library with my youngest daughter. You see she is a HUGE Dora the Explorer fan. Dora is an educational cartoon series that a lot of kids love that comes on the Nickelodeon or Cartoon Network all the time(I can not remember which one) and all the time if you have Comcast on Demand like we do !!!

In any case often time when I am traveling in the car with her the young lady acts like she has "ants in her pants" and will not sit still or shut up for anything !!!! I mean all of us mothers and parents for that matter understand how energetic and restless kids can be right ? Well the only time I can get her to sit still is when a song comes on the radio or CD that she likes and she starts singing along. But you see the library has some audio books on CD that I can get for her that totally and completely captivates her attention, especially when it is Dora The Explorer, all of which makes her LEAVE ME ALONE !!!!

Well now I play that on the CD player in the house and have her put her headphones on so that she does not disturb her siblings and I believe that I have now successfully eliminated all of the "Mommy can you….?" And "Mommy look at me…." And other distractions during my at home study times !!!! I LOVE IT WHEN A "PLAN" comes together !!!! Perhaps I should start a forum for working parents on "Study Distraction Reducer Solutions" right !?!?!?! LOL !!!!!

I Am Sooooooo RELIEVED !!!!

Passion — Mon, 16 Nov 2009 12:03:00 GMT

So can I tell you how scared I was today !?!?!?!? I had a doctor's appointment scheduled for an eye exam for about a week now. I have been noticing that more and more that it is harder and harder for me to see things clearly or even read things as well. I mean you know you do not pay a lot of these things any attention because you just stubbornly say to yourself "Oh Passion it is nothing to worry about" or "It will be fine" or "It will get better tomorrow". However tomorrow comes and you try to do your studying for school or drive the same route to daycare and work that you do everyday and the vision issues you are having seem to be not only the same but WORSENING !!!!

So here I am thinking that the really bad headaches that I was having last night were connected to my eyes because I woke up this morning and I could not see anything !!! Okay. Well maybe it was not THAT bad. But my vision was definitely blurrier. Well after visiting the eye doctor, per my appointment I had made a week ago, I found out that I do indeed NEED glasses !!! I was also reassured that my vision issues were completely unconnected to my migraine headaches. I was soooo RELIEVED !!!!

So now I am going to make another attempt at my continuing learning curve in Marketing and Sales for Penn Foster as I am trying my best to finish these last couple of chapters so that I can take my remaining tests and get my new course materials shipped to me !!!!

My Migraine Dilemma

Passion — Sun, 15 Nov 2009 12:36:00 GMT

So I have been under a great deal of stress lately. It seems like pressures and distractions and challenges are coming from every angle of my life imaginable !!!!!!! First I had to deal with all of the issues surrounding my car repairs and the money involved with it and rearranging my schedule as far as work and "life" to deal with all the visits to the mechanic and what not.

Then just when I thought that I could have some peace of mind in that regard, my job starts hitting me left and right with issues and "fires that need to be put out" and countless other instances of peripheral DRAMA that required meetings and late nights at work that resulted in me having to sit in traffic longer then usual because of the time that I had to leave which in the end cost me more money because I was late often times to pick up my kids from daycare.

I was having a bit of "good luck" if you will for a little while in that I thought that I was doing quite well with a lot of the tests and exams I had been meaning to take for Penn Foster and school and what not. But all of that was short lived because no sooner did I finish that but I started getting these crippling migraine headaches that are so bad that the room is not spinning but I constantly feel like it is shifting from side to side.

Needless to say that in my best efforts to continue on with my indulgence of Marketing and Sales Dynamics and Principles as specified in my Contemporary Business Textbook from my curriculum of studies in my Penn Foster course for my Undergraduate Degree in Human Resources Management, when I start seeing TRIPLE of each and every word and line I read I need to take that as a sign to take two Motrins and call it an early night and give all of this another good faith effort tomorrow morning……ugh…..

"The Distraction Reducer" Chronicles Vol. 1

Passion — Sat, 14 Nov 2009 14:42:00 GMT

Well this whole Ipod mode that I am on as pertains to my studying is really proving itself to be more and more valuable. You see my Hunni Bear is a HUGE sports kind of guy(as I am sure that most men are). In any event he gets really into the games that he watches and since he wants to be close to me when he is home he tends to be right next to me in the bed while he is watching his teams play whether it is the Red Sox in Baseball, the Patriots in football, the Celtics in basketball and so on and so forth.Well the problem is that he usually does this and roots loud and claps and hollers at the television in disgust all while I am in the midst of doing my schoolwork and studying !!!!! I am sure that you can imagine what kind of an issue that this may cause for me in my efforts for Penn Foster schooling right ?Well all of that was before I started using my Ipod while in the midst of studying !!! Now all I have to do is crank up the volume on my headphones and listen to "Battlefield" by Jordin Sparks, "Party In The USA" by Miley Cyrus(because yes I am not ashamed to admit that even in my 30's I am a HUGE Hannah Montana fan !!! LOL !!!!) or any of my other songs or playlists and I do not even hear anything that is going on !!!

When I was doing my review on the supply and demand curve in Economics and I REALLY had to concentrate this Ipod assistance as my famed "Distraction Reducer" was immensely helpful. And I even have the good test scores results to prove it !! As the saying goes "The numbers do not lie", right !?!?!?!?

The Distraction Reducer

Passion — Fri, 13 Nov 2009 12:51:00 GMT

So in my continuing quest to try to do my very best in my efforts in learningand studying here at Penn Foster for my Associates Degree in Human Resources Management I have, well I THINK I have, discovered another key !!

Okay so my Hunni Bear got me an Ipod Nano for my Birthday. And not just ANY Ipod Nano, he got me the cool burnt orange colored one with a speaker, live radio, a camera and all of the other cool features. I LOVE IT !!!!! Well with that being said it has been exactly what I needed to get me into the gym and working out at the manner and rate in which I know that I could and can. Well wouldn’t you know it ? I have discovered that putting on these headphones to some really good music is also a very good catalyst in the most positive of ways to helping me study on the home front !!!!

Even when there is “Armageddon” going on here at home between the kids and other peripheral noise from the television, computers, video games, etc. when I pop on these headphones and put on some good tunes I am able to zone out and focus on my studies just like I am able to in the mornings a the gym !!!!!

I love my new “distraction reducer” solution !!!! Oh and I definitely plan to use it as much and as often as I can people !!! LOL !!!!!!

Now I just need to make a bunch of STUDY TIME PLAYLSTS to go with all of the MS. PASSION WORKOUT PLAYLISTS I have already made so I can get the most out of my study times like I do in the morning at the gym !!!! Look out for me people !!!! Here I come !!!!!

The Attitude Adjustment I Needed

Passion — Thu, 12 Nov 2009 12:41:00 GMT

Okay so I got a reality check and an earful from my oldest daughter. You see I had had a rough couple of days between getting a very low test score and disappointing myself tremendously in doing so which really killed my mood and really made me SO upset at myself to a consecutive day of disappointment by having to send a significant amount of money(well at least for ME that is…..) on getting my car fixed out of necessity because that is my “meal ticket” if you will to get me too and from work every day and for me to get my kids to school and daycare respectively as well day in and day out.

Well I have not been at all too happy today and I guessed my mood showed it because I was just watching television and looking blue at the time in which I am usually studying and reading my Penn Foster business course curriculum stuff. Well needless to say it must have been evident to my oldest daughter because boy did she ever give me an earful. All I HEARD was “Mommy what are YOU doing ?” and “Mommy you have to get your schoolwork done !” and “Mommy how can you expect for US to study and do our schoolwork if you are not doing yours ? and “Mommy do we have to do our school work today ?”

LOL !!!! Needless to say that made me get my butt in gear in a HURRY so that I could stop hearing my child ask me “a thousand and one questions” about everything I was doing and everything I was feeling !!!! How is THAT for an “attitude adjuster” !?!?!?!? I wonder if I can market her services to their people who may need a good “kick in the butt” ? Just kidding !!!! LOL !!!

Another “Cold Dose Of Reality”

Passion — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 17:41:00 GMT

Well I had a very disappointing day yesterday when I let my head get much too large for anyone’s good and decided to take a test that I should have put much more time into then I did and true to form I ended up getting a 65% to get myself back in check. In my effort to stay positive and find the good in my experiences over the last few days I did have the opportunity to prove to myself that I am more then capable of achieving high test score results that are comparable to the level of excellence that I have come to expect of myself.

Well that was my intent to “make lemons out of lemonade” with the key word being “INTENT”. However in actuality my mood today is quite low and poor….ugh……

Why is that ? Well that is because my car had some issues “under the hood”, as the saying goes” and I ended up having to pay almost $2000 to get my intake valve, head gasket, radiator, NO x sensor , fuel lining and fuel and air filter replaced and repaired on the car !! Can you say UNBELIEVABLE ?!?!?! Can you say “curveball” !?!?!?!?!? Ugh………

Needless to say that after that having to spend that much money that I really do NOT have out of necessity is really killing my mood and my very good intentions to get some more reading and studying done with the outside chance of possibly taking another test to “redeem myself” in my eyes from the low test score I got the other day…..

Maybe tomorrow will be a better day for me…..I HOPE……UGH….

Very selective editing

AZatAshford — Wed, 11 Nov 2009 17:30:00 GMT

Write about environmental ethics issues, past, present, and future. Your paper should be three to five pages long, outside of the title and reference page. Sure. Loads of thick volumes have been written on similar topics, but my paper with this vastly broad topic should be three to five pages? Who thinks of these things?

Sometimes assignments come with very few directions, or the directions leave too much to the imagination. Even a very broad overview of environmental ethics issues today could run 20 pages. When I turned in this paper, I didn't feel confident that I had done a competent job. I could have done it over a dozen times and still had that same feeling of inadequacy. I wanted to cover the topic and yet, I couldn't possibly cover the topic.

Sometimes it make you wonder: did anyone with any experience writing papers write those directions? I would have directed people to create a one-page timeline about major environmental ethics issues and focus on one environmental issue and its history, present development, and future challenges.

I'm guessing I will need to have my master's or PhD to be qualified to teach a course like this. If I ever do, I hope by that time I still remember what it was like to be an undergrad, trying to figure out how to pile the equivalent of War and Peace into a three to five page summary.

Setting Myself Up For a “Humble Pie Buffet”….

Passion — Tue, 10 Nov 2009 12:52:00 GMT

Okay so I was really and admittedly “feeling myself” the last couple of days. I was walking around with my head held high, chest poked out, and a bounce in my step tht had everyone and their mother asking each other “What in the WORLD did that girl have for Breakfast this morning !?!?!?!”

I was glowing and emitting an energy that made everyone looking at me like “Woooow……” I mean does it not feel good to truly and honestly feel good about yourself and what you are doing especially when you are able to garner the results worthy of the amount of time and effort that you feel that you put into your craft, assignment or project at hand ?

Well I must admit that it felt good and I definitely “rode the wave” of the 80% and 90% test scores that I was able to get from my exams for my Penn Foster study course that I was previously so scared to take(for fear of failure) that I was just content with reading for awhile until I felt “strong enough” to step up to the plate and take another one.

Well the key word I said above is FELT because with the roll I was on you just know that I needed a very healthy helping of some “humble pie” and boy did I get it today. Now granted I did not study the way or prepare the way in which I should have because I was so sure I knew the material and did not need to go back and review. Well to make a long story short –just took another exam and I ended up getting a 65% and I am very disappointed in myself to say the least….ugh…..

I LOVE IT When I Am Right !!!

Passion — Mon, 09 Nov 2009 16:54:00 GMT

So in keeping stride with the mode I have been in as of late I decided to have a repeat of sorts of the confident and brash approach I have taken to the studying and exams that I have purposely omitted thus far in my Penn Foster learning curriculum for my Business Courses.

I got an 80% on an examination I took the other day and I figured “hey – If it works once it juuuuuuust might work twice, right !?!?!?!” Well at least that is what I TOLD myself. I mean the back story to my 80% test score from the previous day is this. I had rushed on the last bunch of questions because I had a few “motherhood” duties that I had to attend to(like dinner for the family that was cooking on the stove and the oven, the dryer buzzer going off because one load of clothes were done and another load of clean wet ones was ready to go in, my son and daughter bickering at each other over what show they wanted to watch on the television….you know “the USUAL” plethora of responsibilities on any given day !!! LOL !!!)

So when I took into account that I was able to get an 80% despite the fact that I rushed at the end and faltered a bit that I was confident that if I could take my next exam without any of those peripheral distractions that it would bode well for me. Well…I LOVE IT WHEN I AM RIGHT !!!! I just took another one of the exams that I had purposely skipped, after I reviewed my accompanying Business Course Study guide of course, and got a 90% ! Now how is THAT for distraction free study efforts !!!

I Feel Like I “Slayed The Dragon” !!!!

Passion — Sun, 08 Nov 2009 12:09:00 GMT

I feel so vindicated !!!! I feel so accomplished !!! I feel like I just “slayed the dragon” ! And most of all and most importantly I feel so happy and so proud and sooooooo RELIEVED !!!! LOL !!!

Okay so I had not taken a test in the longest time for any of my Undergraduate courses for my Associates Degree in Human Resources Management here at Penn Foster. I had been content with doing my reading and feeling the information impact me in the manner in which it was because I really and truly felt that I was seeing the “business world” like how Neo saw the Matrix in the movie !!!! Well for anybody who may NOT have seen “The Matrix” (and I am sure that is a vast MINORITY) the Matrix is a computer generated reality of computer codes and formulas that requires a very unique perspective or “key” to translate or breakdown so that one could see it in its proper and intended format. At least that is how it was presented to us fans and movie goers at the movies !! LOL !!!

In any event the more I read without the stress or worry associated with test taking the more I really felt myself TRULY understanding the material I was discovering – so much so that I found direct and immediate application in the workplace and my everyday life ! Well, as the saying goes people, “the proof is in the pudding”. I reviewed the summarized information in my Study Guide for one of the testing sections I skipped over, took the examination and got an 80 !!!!! I am so ELATED I just can’t tell you !!!!

"Please Read"

66bearess — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 19:03:00 GMT

How sad is it that some feel the need to include the phrase “Please Read” at the end of the subject line in an email message. Is it not the purpose of sending the message in the first place? To have the recipient read it? How unfortunate that due to the overwhelming amount of junk and spam email messages clogging our email inboxes we must learn to be clever in the subject line. No longer can one simply put the topic of the message for that is too much information or maybe proprietary or confidential. A simple, “hi” will trigger the spam filter to mark the message as junk, and saying something is urgent hoping to elicit a quick reply nowadays is like expecting to go faster than 35 miles an hour on the highway during rush hour.

Seriously though, if the message is from someone I know and it is to me and it is at work, of course I am going to read it. Putting “Please Read” at the end of the subject line implies that I will ignore the message and why in the world would I do that? Do people at work really do that; coworkers ignoring managers or managers ignoring peers? Does putting “Please Read” at the end really work? OH! He wrote “Please Read,” it must be important. As opposed to seeing no such plea at the end of the subject line giving me license to ignore the message. Right? I mean, if he must put “Please Read” on the subject line to get me to read it, then I should assume that if there is no “Please Read” on the subject line, I can ignore it.

Yep. That must be it.

A Dose Of Confidence Goes A Long Way !!!!

Passion — Sat, 07 Nov 2009 13:38:00 GMT

So I was feeling very confident and sure of myself when I woke up this morning. So much so I was even feeling so bold as to “step outside of myself” (if you will…lol…) to take some chances and try some things on a whim that I normally would not. How so ?

Well those that know me know that I kind of sort of have a phobia about test taking. And I do not know why !!! I mean it is kind of silly when I think about it. I mean as old as I am why in the world would I or should I be concerned about taking tests ? I guess it stems from when I was younger. I mean I have never been a fan of deadlines or the closed in “results now” environment. It makes me feel very uncomfortable, kind of like someone has a gun to my head and is forcing me to do something that I do not like or want to do.

Well with that being said I have decided on this boldest of days that I am in the midst of to go back and review my Study Guide so that I can take a few of these tests and exams that I have been procrastinating on out of fear and angst. I mean I do all of my reading but I just put off taking the tests for fear of failure…I guess…

Isn’t that BAD ??? I should be so ashamed of myself. In any event I am about to ride the wave of confidence I have been feeling and see how this learning curve I have been on is actually paying off. Let’s see what happens…..

An Unpleasant Discovery

Passion — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 12:15:00 GMT

Okay so my life has been in hell….well as far as school and social life is concerned….which I guess just abut encompasses EVERYTHING right !?!?!?! LOL !!! You see I do not know how it happened or where I got it from but I recently found out that my laptop has what is called a "Trojan virus" on it from something that my virus software could not detect or remove and it has been making my laptop act very strange. When I try to open up my Internet Explorer to look at things online from my Penn Foster class stuff, to my Facebook Account and even to check my email my laptop will freeze up and it will force me to shut down and restart my computer.

Some days it works fast and some days it works slow. And on top of that sometimes when I have applications open for school it will freeze up my laptop and I will be forced to Control+Alt+Delete my laptop to restart it and a couple of times I have lost some notes and information I had been trying to save from my Penn Foster studying and reading !!! GRRRR !!!!!

I will likely now have to send it to the technician people as it is still under warranty and hope that they can diagnose the issue, remove the virus and repair my laptop so that I can get back to my Penn Foster schooling life and social networking life as usual. I will likely have to use my seemingly ANCIENT desktop for the "meantime in between time". So I am sure you can imagine that I AM NOT HAPPY right about now….GRRRRR……

Hopefully it will be back in just a few days like the last time I had to have it fixed, but that is just a HOPE at best….GRRRRRR……

Shots

66bearess — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 07:29:00 GMT

Doctors seem to consider an adequate treatment for back and neck pain to be injection of anti-inflammatory drugs into the spinal column. Why is that? You go through all sorts of examinations and radiology to determine the cause of the problem – the problem usually being moderate to severe pain resulting in some level of debilitation. During the diagnostic period, pain medications are usually provided which work or don’t work but finding the source of the pain takes time. Upon coming to a reasonably sound conclusion as to what the cause of the pain is, the doctor’s next step is automatically to send the patient to physical therapy where the patient must once again start all over and describe the symptoms, and endure a regimen of manipulations and exercises followed by painfully cold ice and electrical shock therapy over the course of many weeks only to find minimal relief and wind up back at the doctor’s office. The doctor then orders epidural shots. I am a self-described wimp. If the doctor is not going to convince me that this route is going to make me reasonably pain free for a decent amount of time, then I am not certain that it is the best route for me.

Me: You want to put a needle in my spine? What are the side effects?

Dr: Well, it will probably hurt for a few days…

Me: Um. Ok. It hurts now. What KIND of hurt?

Dr: Well, you might experience headache, back pain, fatigue, in addition to pain and swelling at the injection site…

Me: Um. Ok. I already experience those (except for the last part)… for how long after the injection?

Dr: Well, only for a day or two but you should experience relief which will last for up to 10 days.

Me: Um. So, you are saying that every 10 days I need to come in and get these shots?

Dr: Well, no…you should have one of these shots every two weeks for the next 6-8 weeks and that should give you much longer lasting relief…perhaps up to a year.

Me: Um. So, by torturing myself for 2 months, I can get up to 10 months of relief.

Dr: Yes, that is the idea. Of course, not everyone experiences the same level of relief.

Me: Um. What are the variances?

Dr: Some people experience immediate relief which lasts for a year or more, some experience delayed relief which lasts for a year or more, some delayed relief which does not last at all, and some experience no relief.

Is there no better solution? Can't I just take a pill? Or something?

They shoot horses, don't they?

Hardware And Software According To Penn Foster

Passion — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 12:27:00 GMT

Okay so my Contemporary Business textbook for my business courses for my Undergraduate Degree in Human Resources Management here at Penn Foster was on the subject of discussing hardware and software – you know the differences between the two and the different types and the benefits of each.

Well coincidentally my Hunni Bear recently bought a new laptop for some business needs he has, which according to my textbook would qualify as HARDWARE(yes, yes yes – I DO LEARN….lol !!!!) and he really likes it from what I see. However he was quite upset when he found out that it did not come preloaded with Microsoft Office. That pretty much messed up much of the use he had intended for it and he did not feel like spending $400 plus dollars to go buy the Operating System at the store. Fortunately for him he was able to buy the BRAND NEW Microsoft Operating System through his job for just $10 !!! Can you believe that !?!?!? A $473 package for just $10 !!! And yes people according to my textbook that would officially qualify as SOFT WARE !!! LOL !!!! And I must say the new versions of MS Word, Excel and Powerpoint not to mention all of the other application is QUITE cool if I must say so myself !!!! No wonder Bill Gates and Microsoft are so successful and this software has become a MUST HAVE item in the world around us !!!!

I guess I have to keep on progressing through these study courses so I can attain my degree and invent some gadget or gizmo that the world will just HAVE TO HAVE like good old Mr. Gates did, right ? You never know….ANYTHING is possible right !?!?!??!?

Burned Bridges

66bearess — Thu, 05 Nov 2009 00:56:00 GMT

Not surprisingly, the events recently revealed have resulted in burned bridges. Also not surprisingly, such bridge-burning creates yet another domino effect in the lives of people around it and new revelations bring bitterness and heartbreak. While some are affected more deeply than others, the satellite players in the scenario now delicately choose with whom to ally for choosing sides is a gray area for once chosen, any future relationship with the enemy is fraught with the need to exercise caution in what to say or do—relating a conversation, choosing a vacation itinerary, social obligations, and more. Yesterday’s revelations brought forth new insight into other aspects of many lives touched by those directly involved. Has the surface merely been scratched?

A very, very long-ago friend (and crush) wrote, “Time is the icing that covers all wounds…it makes them sweet enough to ingest.” While I do believe this is true for the most part, are there wounds which never sweeten? Or does the bitterness simply fade enough to get through the agony of consumption?

I remain curious and even somewhat anxious about how this will continue to unfold and whether or not it will resolve itself in time.

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